Chasing Love & Rainbows (5 page)

“Ok,” I replied as my eyes followed her out the room.

After Porsche viewed her tape she changed. She became more withdrawn and she became a wild child. I allowed her be because I knew she was going through something.

She was closer to my father than anyone of us; she was a daddy’s girl. Since she found out what my father did to my mother, she’s had a hard time trusting men, keeping them at a distance. I have never once seen any of the guys she’s dated.

After thirty minutes I finally calmed Patrice down and sat with her until she fell asleep. I got up and put the blanket on top of her and went to check on Porsche. I peeked into Porsche’s room to see she had fallen asleep as well. I manage to make it back to my room an hour later after going down to get a simple drink.  I was too drained and decided not to get back in bed. I ran some hot water into the Jacuzzi tub to relax. I needed to take my mind off of everything that was going on in my life.

As soon as I laid my head back onto the pillow, the tears started to fall. I couldn’t hold them back any longer. Even though I cried with my sisters, these tears were for me. I still missed my mom. We were so close and no other human being could ever take her place. When I saw her face on that tape I wanted to reach out to hug her just one last time and kiss her one last time.  I just wanted to talk to her one last time and tell her how much I loved her, but I knew that I would never get that last time.

I was crying so loud Marcus came into the bathroom. He looked at me with so much love and compassion in his eyes.  “Boo what’s wrong,” he said softly.  Before I could even tell him, he started to undress and got into the tub with me. He wrapped his arms around me as I cried for all the many years that I missed having my mother around. The tears I cried were for my sisters who were hurting like I was hurting.

I cried because I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Marcus and have his kids. I cried because that’s all I could do right now. Marcus was kissing my tears away saying, “I love you, I love you, and I love you.”

I was whispering to him, “I love you too,” over and over again because I did.

“You want to tell me why the tears Boo,” he said.

“I just showed Patrice the tape,” I said. 

How did she take it,” he asked with a sad look on his face. 

“Not too good.  Just hold me please,” I said.  Marcus held me tight as the water moved over our muscles.  I relaxed into his arms as I began to fall asleep.  The next thing I knew I was under the covers sound asleep.

Chapter 4 ~ Porsche

It had been a couple of weeks since I had run into Mr. Link.  Every time I got my ass on the stage to perform I found myself looking for him but he wasn‘t there.  I really didn’t know why I was looking, but I guess I really wanted the attention I was getting from him.  How could I not like the attention from his fine ass? 

As I entered into the club I saw Jones, the owner, walking towards me.  He looked like he had something on his mind.  “What’s up Jones?” I asked.  

“I need to see you in my office now,” he said.

“For what?” I asked my attitude evident.

He didn’t acknowledge me, he just pointed towards the door.  I rolled my eyes as I passed by him and headed towards his door.  “What do you want with me Jones?” I asked.

“You’re not dancing tonight,” he flatly stated.

“Why the fuck not?” I asked angrily. 

“Because you’re going in the VIP Room,” he said.

I yelled “What!  You know I don’t fuck around in nobody’s VIP room!  We had already made that arrangement when I first started working here Jones.  Hell no!”  I shook my head. 

“You don’t really have a choice,” he said.

“Oh hell yeah, I do have a choice! I‘m not like these other girls in this club Jones. I ain’t no ho. I’m not letting these motherfuckers run game on me, NO,” I indignantly replied.

“Well if you don’t go then you’re fired,” he said.  I looked at him as if this were some kind of joke. How the hell can he fire me because I didn’t want to go in a VIP Room?  We all know what happens in the VIP Room…fucking and a lot of it.

“Look Jones,” I tried to reason with him one last time before I walked my ass out of here.  “You know how I get down.  I‘m one the cleanest girl you got in this place, and you’re willing to fire me because I don’t want to be like the others. Tell me why it is so important for me to go in VIP room tonight.  I never went before so what’s the fucking big deal about it now,” I continued. 

He studied me for a second and finally said, “It was a request by a client who is willing to pay five gees for you.”

“What, Five G’s!  I ain’t for sale Jones,” I stated.

“Look just go ahead and do it this one time,” he pleaded.

I replied with disgust, “Why so you could get your cut?” 

I knew that was what it was all about.  His share, but I didn’t give a damn about me getting three G’s out of it. I wasn’t for sale and whoever requested it will know that I’m not.

“Black, just this one time,” Jones begged. 

I thought about it for a second and decided what the hell.  “Look I am not fucking anybody so whoever just spent five gees on me will be very disappointed,” I said.

I snatched my bag from the chair and stormed out.  It took me fifteen minutes to get dressed and head to the VIP Room.  I had never been in there but I always heard the other girls talking about it.  I thought what they did was downright nasty. What type of class can you have by fucking and giving a person head that you don’t even know? 

Too much shit is going around out there for me to get caught up like that. I refuse to be another statistic to HIV like my parents were. I might be a stripper, but I‘m a stripper who has class. Why you think every nigga up in here want a piece of me. I reluctantly made my way towards the room, and looked at myself in the mirror once again and I must say I’m a bad bitch. 

I opened the door and walked in like I was Ms. America.  I crack myself up sometimes. When I turned the corner I saw him. I almost
stopped in
my tracks but I kept walking like I didn’t have a care in the world.  Damn he was so fine!

I smiled as I reached him and asked, “So you’re the famous person who requested my presence Link?” 

He took my hand and turned me around to get a better view.  “Damn Ma you fine as hell,” he said.

“I guess you would say that considering that I only have on a pair of G-strings and a bra.  But let’s get some rules established. There will be no fucking up in here and do not put your hands on me unless I tell you to,” I stated firmly.

“Oh it’s like that,” he asked with a smirk on his face.  

“Yeah it’s like that,” I said and continued on, “I‘m not one of these other ho’s up in here.  This is a one-time thing so you got lucky tonight.  I don’t do VIP Rooms.” 

“Jones told me,” he said and smiled with those damn deep dimples.

“Well I’m glad he did, so what do you want with me,” I asked.

He replied with, “For starters I would like a lap dance.”  I shook my head at him because I knew I was going to be in for it.  I don’t do lap dances either but since he paid five G’s why not tease his ass?  If he wants to play games then he was fooling with the right one.

“Alright,” I said, “Take a seat over there.” I pointed towards a chair. He took a seat in the chair and I went into my bag and got out a piece of rope.

He asked, “What are you going to do with that?”

“Oh I’m just making sure you don’t touch. Put your hands behind your back,” I commanded.

He did as he was told.  I tied his hands up and then looked him up and down.  How can a man be so damn fine and not even know it? I went back to the door and locked it to make sure no one entered while I make this nigga cum on himself. He doesn’t know I’m an endangered spicy who was about to make him whip just from a lap dance.

I walked over to the stereo and I put in the R. Kelly CD 12 play.  Oh yeah, it was about to be on.  I then hit number four and “It Seems like You're Ready” started to play.  I started moving to the music so seductively that he was mesmerized. I looked him straight into his eyes because he needed to know that I was in control and not him.

Taking my bra off, I tossed it across the room.  His eyes grew wide when he saw how beautiful my breasts were.  He had an eye full up real close and personal.  I placed both legs on each side of him and begin to move on his dick that was rock hard. I rocked my hips back and forth and I beginning to get turned on by the minute. I felt my body tingle on the inside and my stomach started to do somersaults. I kept going because I didn’t have it in me to stop. I knew I was feeling good because my clit began to jump as I rubbed back and forth on his hard dick. I could feel myself get wet between my legs and my g- string was moist.  

The one mistake I made was when I let him lick my breast because it sent heat waves up my spine.  I love the feeling when a man’s mouth is on my breast. I arched my back to make sure both breasts were pointed towards his mouth. His head dipped down to capture my right breast. I cried out when he nipped the nipple with his teeth. My head was spinning because it felt so good.  I saw his tongue dart out to trail from my right nipple to capture the left. I closed my eyes and saw stars. My left breast has always been my sensitive breast.

I yelled out, “Shit, boy.”

He looked up at me and popped my breast out of his mouth. His long tongue did a snake move when he went up and down, side to side making me go crazy. I begin to
move faster on his dick because my clit was jumping something fierce. I let him get a taste of each of my breasts for a few more minutes until pulled back.

My hips continued to grind and he was about to lose control. I pulled his head towards me and slipped my tongue inside his mouth. Both of my hands were on the side of his face and I loved every minute of it. I bit his bottom lip softly and sucked on it slightly. I gave him one last kiss because I had something else in stored for him.

I turned around to put my hands on the floor so my ass was facing his face. I looked back over my shoulder and I smiled to myself. His eyes were glued to my ass. He licked his lips, getting ready for a taste.  I twirled my hips around in a circular motion and did a bounce with my ass that sent him mumbling something about “untie me.”

Why should I? I giggled to myself and said, “You want to slap this ass Link.”

He continued to look at my ass and replied, “You untie me and I will tear that ass up.”

I look back at him with an arched brow. “Oh really.”

He finally pulled his eyes away from my ass and looked me deep in the eyes and said, “Bring it a little closer and see what I do.”

I smiled at him and tucked my neck under a little deeper aiming at my target. My mouth opened as I nipped his balls with my teeth and pulled back.

I enjoyed see him squirm. When I nipped his balls he made a grrr sound. I giggled and he yelled, “Bring that ass here, now!”

I love a take-charge man. That shit turns me on. He stuck his tongue out and tried to lick me on my ass. I leaned back just enough for him to get a taste. The first licks had my pussy so wet that I almost lost control while I was standing on my hands.  I went back just a little more with my ass crack touching his lips.  I could feel the air from his nose on my butt as he breathed in my essence.

He told me in
a
low voice, “I’m about to eat the shit out this ass.”

He then buried his face in my rear. I felt his tongue go between my G-string to get his first taste. Everything in me came unglued. My arms began to shake and my body became weak.  I wanted to fall right on the floor but I needed to stay in control. He had to know that I had the upper hand in this room. I bounced my backside up and down as his tongue moved back and forth in my ass crack.  It felt so good that I lifted a little higher and let him graze his tongue on my wet pussy through my G-string.

“Damn you are so wet and you smell good,” he said between licks, “Please untie me.” 

I ignored what he said and closed my eyes as I continued to enjoy the feelings that were inside of me. I stopped moving so that my clit could hit his tongue. I heard him say, “Umm” as his teeth grazed my clitoris which sent shock waves up my body. 

My hands gave out on me and I decided to put my elbows down for support. I locked my legs around Link’s head and sat on his face. He leaned his head back to gain better access to my clit. Once we were in a comfortable position he began to suck
my soaking pussy. I heard slurping sounds coming from Link as I moaned with my face pressed down on the floor. My body was tingling all over and I was going to burst at any minute.

Link continued to lick around my butt. When he bit my clit for the third time I yelled out, “Fuck.” 

He said to me, “You like that baby. You like how daddy is eating this pussy.”

I couldn’t answer because I was on the verge of having an orgasm. As much as I wanted to stay seated on his face I had to move. Things were getting out of control. I had to regain the upper hand back again. I put my feet down to place them back on each side of Link. My back was facing his face and I begin to move back and forth on his dick in a circular motion. I ground more slowly as I leaned back to place my hands behind his head. He turned his head and licked my arm. He began to lick any place he could find on my body.  He was begging for me to untie him.