The Sun Will Shine Tomorrow (3 page)

I trundled the little pram, with the huge basket perched on top, through streets that were dusty and hot in the lovely sunny weather. The sun beat against the pavements and I felt its heat on my bare legs. Just before reaching the steep hill that led to the wash-house, I suddenly felt so weary that I had to stop for a moment. I stood beside the row of large houses that lined Dudhope Street. These were houses that were mainly owned by doctors and their families. The lovely houses had gardens that swept down towards the street. Because of the rationing, these gardens were now planted with vegetables but there was still a patch or two of flowers.

I stood and watched a fat bumblebee land on one bloom, its droning filling the air, and I was reminded once more of the war and the clarion sound of the eerie siren that heralded an air attack. As I stood looking at the gardens, I thought, not for the first time, of how far away the war seemed to us.

Then it was on to the wash-house which was even hotter than I imagined. Still, I had no choice but to get started on the dirty washing. The large expanse of green meadow that lay behind this building was full of chattering women and lines of clean laundry flapping in the gentle breeze. The scene was a kaleidoscope of colour and noise – a truly rural scene in the middle of this grimy, industrial city.

I divided the washing into three separate bundles – that way I wouldn’t get mixed up when it came to deliver Granny’s bundle at the Overgate – and, for the next few hours, I scrubbed and scraped the clothes against the side of the ribbed washboard, rubbing Sunlight soap into the neckbands and cuffs of Dad’s shirts which were really grimy.

The building was very quiet that day. No doubt most of the women were out in the sun and there was only a muted, droning sound of muffled words being filtered through the hot, steamy air – not unlike the sound of the bumblebee, I thought.

By four o’clock, I was finished and glad to push my pram out into the open air. I was turning out of the narrow track on to the main road when I saw Maddie and Daniel. She was pushing him in his large Silver Cross high pram and she looked as worn out as I did.

She waved when she saw me. ‘Hullo, Ann. I went to the house to see you and Rosie told me you were doing the washing.’ She fell into step beside me.

Maddie, with her regal-looking pram that looked fit for a prince, had a golden-haired baby sitting up under the cotton canopy with its cream fringe. Meanwhile my tatty old pram held the huge wicker basket with the washboard tied on top.

Little Daniel was smiling at all the trees in the gardens, holding out a chubby hand in their direction.

‘You’re getting bigger every day, Daniel,’ I said, leaning over to kiss the top of his fair hair.

I was constantly amazed at how little he looked like Danny, his father – except, perhaps, for his blue eyes. He certainly didn’t have his father’s bright red hair.

Maddie swept her blonde hair away from her face and I saw it was as damp with perspiration as mine was.

She laughed. ‘How you can manage to do a huge pile of washing like that I’ll never know, Ann – especially in this weather.’

‘Someone’s got to do it, Maddie. Rosie isn’t well enough just now. Still, things will get better when she’s back on her feet.’

‘Rosie looked terrible when I called at the house, Ann. I think she had been sick. Her face looked grey and drawn.’

I didn’t tell Maddie that this was how she looked every day. Instead, I said to her, ‘You were awfully sick all the time when you were expecting Daniel?’

Maddie nodded. ‘Not just first thing in the morning either. It lasted till early afternoon but it does pass after a few months. You remember how ill I was, Ann? Is Rosie like that?’

‘No, she’s sick all day and night. Everything she eats or drinks seems to come up. It’s terrible, Maddie. Still, the doctor doesn’t seem to think there’s anything wrong.’

‘That’s a shame because it’s bad enough being sick in the morning without it happening all day.’ She stopped. ‘Are you going home now?’

I shook my head. ‘No, I’m going to the Overgate first to leave Granny’s washing then I’ll head for home.’

‘Then I’ll walk with you as far as that, Ann, as I’ve got to get home and feed Daniel. He’s now getting rusks with hot milk for his tea and I’m slowly starting him on solids.’ There was no disguising the motherly love in her voice but when she spoke again it was with sadness. ‘I just wish Danny was here to see his son, Ann.’

I nodded but daren’t speak. I knew I would burst into tears at the thought of Danny being in a prisoner of war camp somewhere strange and alien but I didn’t want to upset Maddie. I remembered the terrible time before Daniel’s birth when everyone thought Danny was dead – killed at Dunkirk. But, by some miracle, he had only been injured and put in a civilian hospital in Germany. It had been months before the Red Cross had found this out and informed Maddie.

She was still speaking and I realised I hadn’t heard a word she’d said. She stopped and looked at me. ‘The war could go on for years and years and Daniel will grow up and never know his father. What a terrible thought, Ann.’

She needed to be reassured. ‘Och, this war will be over sooner than you think, Maddie.’ Now why had I said that? I had the talent for coming out with statements that were based on thin air.

‘Do you think so? I heard it could last another twenty years.’

‘No, Maddie, I don’t think it’ll be as long as that. I’m not saying it’ll be over tomorrow but in a couple of years I’m sure we’ll be at peace with Germany.’ There I go again, I thought – Crystal Ball Annie. Still, she looked relieved and that was the main thing.

‘The reason I’ve come to see you today, Ann, is to ask a favour. My sister Joy has got this big box of paints and all sorts of artist’s equipment from an old uncle of mine who used to be a painter. Well, Joy was wondering if Lily could come and stay for the weekend at the house. They could paint away to their hearts’ desire.’

‘Oh, Lily will love that, Maddie. You know how much she likes to paint and draw – just like Joy.’

Lily and Joy were the same age. Both girls had been born on the same day and they had been friends since their toddler days – even though Joy was at a fee-paying school and mixing with the children of well-off parents.

By now, we had reached the Overgate. ‘Do you want to bring Daniel up to see Granny?’ I asked.

‘Yes, I do.’ She unbuckled Daniel’s reins and we left the two prams against the wall of the stiflingly hot close.

Granny was with Alice and the two women were delighted to see the baby.

‘This will soon be you, Alice,’ said Granny, holding Daniel on her knee while I put the kettle on. I was so parched I could gladly have drunk a small stream dry.

Alice looked weary. Her thin face was deeply lined with furrows that had been made worse with all the worry over Rosie. ‘Well, Nan, I’ll just be glad when it’s all over I can tell you,’ she said.

After our tea, I hung Granny’s washing on the kitchen pulley. The houses in the Overgate didn’t have the luxury of drying greens which meant everything had to be hung up inside – a huge pity when the weather was as glorious as this. Our house had a small, postage-stamp-sized drying green which, although a bit inadequate, was at least better than nothing at all.

Maddie and I then left but, before pushing our prams in different directions, Maddie said, ‘I would really like you to come for the weekend as well, Ann. Do you think you can leave Rosie?’

‘Aye, I can, Maddie. We try and leave Dad and Rosie on their own at the weekend so that will be great.’

Her face lit up. ‘Come on Saturday and stay until Sunday. We can have a good gossip while Lily and Joy play with their paints.’

‘I’m looking forward to it already, Maddie,’ I said. ‘But, for now, I’ll have to get this washing pushed up the Hilltown and get it dried in this lovely sun.’ I looked at Daniel. ‘Cheerio, wee pet – I’ll see you on Saturday.’

He gave me a toothless smile and waved his chubby arms at people passing by.

‘Ann …’ Maddie hesitated. ‘I’m thinking about you having this awful load of washing every week. Do you think I could give you a hand? Or ask Hattie to help? She does our laundry at home.’

It was nice of Maddie to offer but I tried not to burst out laughing. As offers went it was one of the more hilarious ones. Hattie? Do our washing? Heaven forbid. She might do Mrs Pringle’s washing but that was because she was their housekeeper. And I happened to know they sent most of their things to the laundry which meant it would only be the small items that Hattie washed.

I had a mental picture of Hattie, immaculately dressed, struggling up the steep slope with our shoogly old pram with the basket placed on top. I almost had a fit of the giggles. However, I managed to keep a straight face. ‘That’s really good of you to offer, Maddie, but I’ll manage – thanks.’

Lily was at home when I reached the house. She had made some tea and toast for herself and Rosie but Rosie was now in her room being sick.

Lily was almost in tears. ‘I should never have made it for her, Ann. It just makes her ill again.’

I put my arms around her. ‘It’s not your fault, Lily. It’s just something that happens to some women when they’re expecting. Anyway, I’ve got good news for you.’

Her eyes widened. ‘What is it?’

‘Joy wants you to go over to her house on Saturday and do some painting with her.’ I told her of the uncle’s gift. ‘I’m going as well and we are staying over till Sunday.’

Lily was so delighted that even the sight of poor Rosie coming out of the bedroom couldn’t dampen her spirits.

‘Rosie, we’re going to the Perth Road on Saturday to paint with Joy, and Ann’s going to have a good gossip with Maddie. We’re staying till Sunday.’

Rosie tried to look pleased for her but she merely looked ghastly.

I went over and made her sit down. ‘I’ll not go if you need me here, Rosie,’ I said.

She shook her head. ‘No, no, Ann, just you go and enjoy yourself – I’ll be fine.’

‘You’ll have Dad for company so at least you’ll not be on your own, Rosie.’

She wiped her eyes and looked over to where Lily was standing. She shook her head and I knew she didn’t want to speak in front of her.

‘Lily, will you run down to Connie’s shop for the evening paper please?’

After she left I asked Rosie, ‘Now what’s all this about? Is it Dad?’

As if a dam had burst, the words came tumbling out of her mouth. ‘Och, it’s not his fault, Ann. He’s really worried about me. After what happened to your mum, he thinks the same thing is going to happen to me.’

‘Well, it’s natural for him to be worried about you, Rosie.’ I didn’t tell her that the entire family was worried about the same thing.

Her hands were on her lap and she kept twisting them, unsure whether to go on. Then she said, ‘It’s just like this, Ann. I hardly ever see him. He goes for his pint after work on a Saturday. He comes in for his tea and then he goes out for another three hours. Then on Sunday he goes to see Joe for another four hours.’ She looked at me with red-rimmed eyes. ‘I think he’s seeing another woman and who can blame him when I’m aye feeling lousy and looking like a washed-out rag?’

I was so angry with my father that I had a strong impulse to charge down the road and meet him coming from his work. Then I saw Rosie was looking for reassurance. ‘Listen to me, Rosie. I don’t think there is another woman – it’s just your mind playing tricks because of the baby. But, as for him going out, well, that’s just Dad all over. He could never face anything distressing and the thought of you going the same way as Mum is enough to send him daft. Still, you have to be firm with him and not let him off with it. I mean it’s not as if this baby is all your own doing, is it?’

She nodded weakly. ‘Oh, Ann, I wish I could be firm but at the moment I feel about as firm as a half-set jelly.’

I laughed at this thought and she joined in. By the time Lily arrived back, we were both laughing and I was grateful to see Lily’s little face beam with joy. Whatever was bothering Rosie was now gone, she thought. If only …

I made up my mind to stay with Rosie and let Lily go on her own to see Joy but on the Saturday I was surprised when Rosie said she would come as far as the Overgate with us.

‘Will you be all right?’ I asked her.

She looked grim. ‘Let’s just say I’m as well being sick in my mother’s house as here.’

I left her in the capable hands of Alice and Granny and set off for the Perth Road. The weather had turned slightly cooler but it was still bright and sunny.

As always, when visiting Maddie’s house, I was struck with how lovely it was. Because of the ‘Dig for Victory’ campaign, the garden seemed to be full of vegetables instead of flowers. The lawn was still in place and it swept down towards the river which sparkled in the sunlight and was capped by white-tipped waves.

Joy and Maddie came to meet us and Lily was soon whisked away to look at the wonderful painting gift.

‘Wait till you see it, Lily,’ said Joy. ‘We can paint hundreds of pictures with it.’

Lily’s face was a delight as she tagged behind Joy.

Mrs Pringle appeared and watched them go. ‘Heavens, I hadn’t noticed how little Joy has grown. Lily is such a lovely tall girl while Joy is quite tiny.’

It was true. Joy, who had always been so much tinier and more fragile-looking than Lily, was still small and doll-like with her very fair hair and blue eyes. She was wearing a lovely floral summer dress and she made poor Lily look positively gargantuan. Still, I was glad now that I had managed to get her a new dress and sandals.

Daniel was asleep in his cot but Maddie said she would wake him soon. We moved into the lounge and it was as gorgeous as ever. My mind went back to the end of 1931 when I had first seen this room and fallen in love with it. Although it had been decorated since then, the curtains, carpet and lamps were all in matching and toning shades of apricot. It was similar to being in a warm and golden bubble.

Thankfully, Hattie wasn’t working. It would have broken her heart to have us as guests. She was so snobby it was unbelievable.

I went with Maddie to her room under the eaves. It at least hadn’t changed since my last visit – except for the blue cot which sat beside the open window.