Silent in the Sanctuary (42 page)

“Indeed not,” I agreed. “I should sooner cut out his heart and serve it to him on toast.”

Her pretty mouth curved into a sneer. “You think you would. But you have the luxury of food in your belly and a roof above your head. What if all you had was that man? Would he be feast enough for you? Could you not simply gorge yourself on him and let other women have the crumbs? Oh, I think you ought not to judge, my lady, until you have lain awake at night, the hunger pains in your belly so sharp you cannot sleep, the rain soaking your thin bed as the wind shrieks into the room, chilling you to sickness. Then you will have trod a mile or two in my shoes, and then you would understand.”

She turned away again and resumed the thread of her tale. “Edwin sometimes took things, little trinkets usually, something grander upon occasion. We lived on what he earned on his back and what he stole from the women who used him. It was his idea to take the Tear of Jaipur, and a grand idea it was. The princess used to come, incognita, to see friends of Edwin’s perform. Acrobats, they were, and she would clap and smile like a child as she watched them. But Edwin was often seated in a box near the stage, and it was not long before her eyes strayed to him and lingered. He can read the need in a woman like some men can read a newspaper. He knew what she wanted of him, and he knew she owned the Tear. It was simple enough to arrange. He took the jewel, pledging to return it the next day. She was nervous, but she trusted him. That’s the trouble with women,” she said wonderingly. “We know what we oughtn’t do, and yet we do it anyway. Nature has given us instincts, but when a man comes along, we hear only his voice, and not our own.”

She shook herself out of her reverie. “We would have left England that very night, but I had fallen ill and Edwin would not go without me. It was dangerous to keep the Tear in our lodgings, so Edward hid it in a piece of furniture and gave it to a friend for safekeeping. He was taken the next day for some jewels he had sold the week before. It wasn’t like him to be careless. I think he was so taken with the idea of the Tear and all it promised that he made a mistake. He sold the jewels to a pawnbroker he had used before, and the man marked him well. Edwin was taken, and I had no money, no means of living. It was too dangerous to sell the Tear, but I was desperate. Edwin penned letters of introduction, and within a week, I was the houseguest of Lady Hester Millar. From there, I moved in only the most exclusive circles. I took what I needed, discreetly.”

“There is a lady’s maid with a cracked skull who might disagree,” I commented dryly.

Charlotte shrugged. “A cornered animal fights, and as you observed, my lady, I have an animal’s instinct for survival. It was not long before Brisbane appeared, trailing me like a hound. I visited Edwin in prison. I told him I was frightened, but he only laughed. He told me to be bold, that I must throw myself into Brisbane’s path to divert suspicion. In the meanwhile, I would plot my escape from England, and establish myself abroad when it was safe to move. I would sell the diamond and buy land, acres and acres of it where we would be our own lords of the manor. The charges against Edwin will be difficult to prove. He will be released in a matter of months and we will be together.”

“But without the Tear,” I reminded her. “Your things have been searched.” Even as I said it, I realised she might well have hidden the jewel anywhere in the Abbey, along with my pearls. But she could not hope to recover them.

She gave me a lazy smile. “Then I will go without it. I will make a future for myself and for Edwin.” There was something I did not like in her manner, some smugness that she was unable to conceal.

“And my pearls?”

“Have not left the Abbey. I leave you to find them since you love a good mystery,” she said, slanting me a challenging look.

My tolerance for her was moving rapidly into hatred. “And my dog? I suppose you were the one who poisoned her?”

Charlotte’s eyes widened in mock horror. “My lady, you shock me. I would never poison a dog. I merely drugged her with a tasty bit of venison soaked in a drop of Cook’s laudanum. I discovered it when I was stirring up the Christmas puddings, and I thought it might be useful.”

There seemed nothing else to say. She had admitted to her crimes, but without either the jewels or the authority to hold her, I was powerless. She gave me a fond smile.

“I have actually quite enjoyed myself, you know,” she told me. She stretched, lissome as a cat. “I shall be sorry to leave Bellmont Abbey.”

“Do forgive me if I say that we shall not be sorry to see you go,” I returned.

I left her then, her laughter echoing in my ears.

*

When I moved into the nave, I was astonished to find Sir Cedric there with Emma and Lucy, dressed in travelling clothes and surrounded by their baggage. Sir Cedric was quite purple in the face and yelling at Aquinas.

“Sir Cedric, contain yourself,” I said crisply. “There is no call for that sort of behaviour. Now, what is the trouble?”

Sir Cedric was sputtering too much to speak, so Aquinas stepped in. “Sir Cedric and his party wish to leave and have requested a carriage and baggage wagon to take them to the station in Blessingstoke. I have had no instructions from his lordship on the matter, and I am uncertain of his wishes.”

I looked at the little trio of travellers. Sir Cedric had lapsed into furious muttering under his breath. Lucy and Emma stood a little apart, Lucy biting at her lip while Emma stood so straight I thought her back would snap from the strain of it. Their faces were white and nervous, and I pitied them thoroughly.

“Aquinas, order the conveyances.” Father had taken the coachman to London, but Whittle, the gardener, was a fair hand at the whip when necessary, and one of the footmen could manage a baggage wagon as far as Blessingstoke.

Aquinas bowed and withdrew to make arrangements. Sir Cedric pulled his greatcoat tighter about his girth, his expression almost, but not quite, mollified. Lucy shot me a look of pure gratitude before sinking down to sit on one of Cedric’s trunks. Emma laid a hand on her shoulder, and it occurred to me then she would also have to tread on eggshells if she hoped to stay in her future brother-in-law’s good graces.

“Sir Cedric, I presume you are returning to town? Father must give your direction to Scotland Yard. They will want to speak with you about this business with Mr. Ludlow.”

“Do not speak his name to me,” he thundered, his face purpling again. “No, I do not mean to return to town. We leave for Southampton. I mean to be aboard ship tonight.”

It took me a moment to grasp what he was saying. “You are leaving the country? Tonight? But Mr. Ludlow will need you. He must present a defence to the charges of willful murder, as well as the attack against Emma and Lucy. Statements must be given, and references to his character. I grant they will not weigh heavily as he has confessed, but you must help him.”

“Must I?” His tawny lion’s eyes narrowed to something small and mean. “He has disgraced himself, and me by association. I do not mean to stay here whilst I am made sport of by the newspapers. He will be tried for the murder. To have the attack upon Lucy and Emma made public would be unacceptable. We leave for India tonight. Lucy and I will be married on board the ship, and we will remain in India until this is all quite finished.”

“You mean until Henry hangs for what he did?” I asked brutally.

Sir Cedric looked at me appraisingly. “I was quite right about you. You need a husband. Someone with a firm hand to keep you in line. You are far too forward and mannish.”

I inclined my head graciously. “How kind of you to notice. In that case, permit me to wish you as pleasant a journey as you deserve.”

I exchanged pecks on the cheek with Emma and Lucy. Emma was in complete command of herself, although her manner seemed brittle, as if her nerves were stretched taut as a bowstring. I did not envy her future in Sir Cedric’s employ.

“Thank you, dearest Julia,” she murmured into my ear. “You helped to save my darling girl, and I cannot ever repay such a debt.”

She squeezed my hand and turned away, blinking furiously. Lucy was inclined to cling. Her lips were bleeding a little where she had chewed them, and her nails were bitten to the quick. Eventually, I detached her from my neck and patted her arm. I took my leave then, but as I mounted the stairs I took one last look over my shoulder. Sir Cedric was fussing over some imaginary scuff Lucy had left on his bag. Lucy was on her knees, buffing at it. And behind them stood Emma, her expression blank as a marionette’s as she watched them both.

I met Portia at the top of the stairs and quickly related the news that Cedric was leaving his cousin to the mercy of the law, without recourse to money or influence to help his defence.

“I never liked him,” Portia said stoutly. “I wonder if Lucy knows what she is doing?”

I tipped my head thoughtfully. “I think she begins to see it, and to worry. But it is too late. If she puts a foot on the deck of that ship, she has as good as married him. What is that you are carrying?”

Portia unrolled the bundle of white linen. “A ghost,” she told me, pointing to the two charred spots where the holes for eyes had been burnt. “The maid found it in the linen cupboard this morning. Christopher Sly has decided at last to admit people to her nursery.”

I held it up, touching the blackened holes lightly. “But I thought Charlotte was our only ghost,” I murmured.

Portia shrugged. “I could not care less, my heart. I only know I have to explain to Aunt Hermia why one of Grandmama’s prized sheets from France is ruined.” She put a finger through the hole and waggled it at me. “I do not suppose you would like to break the news?”

I took the sheet and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. “I would be happy to do it.”

Portia peered at me. “Are you starting a fever? You are unnaturally decent this morning.”

I smiled at her, thinking of Lucy and Emma and the lives they would lead. “I am merely exceedingly grateful that we are ladies of independent fortune,” I told her. And I left her, staring after me in puzzlement.

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.

—A MIDSUMMER NIGHT’S DREAM

After I left Charlotte, I had no desire for company. But I still carried Plum’s sketchbook, and I knew he would want it back. A page had come askew when it fell, its corner poking out from between the thin morocco covers. I opened the book to put it to rights, and suddenly realised the page was not part of the sketchbook at all. In fact, it was not even a page. It was the corner of an envelope, a thick, creamy envelope stamped several times over with Italian postmarks. There was a letter inside, written in formal Italian and penned in a thin, ornately spidery script. The paper bore the cipher of the Palazzo Fornacci in Florence.

For what I did next, I do not apologise. Too many secrets had been kept in our house already. I went straight to Father’s study, closing the door softly behind me. Grim quorked at me from his cage and I let him out. With a whirr of black wings, he came to settle himself on Father’s desk, watching me with great interest. I took the letter from Plum’s book and retrieved Father’s Italian dictionary. It was slow going. My command of the written language was poor, and for all the purity of the Florentine dialect, the letter was liberally sprinkled with colloquialisms I could only guess at.

When I had at last deciphered it, I sat back in Father’s chair, musing.

“Sweeties,” Grim demanded, bobbing his glossy dark head at me. I gave him a pat and tossed him a sweetmeat. He devoured it happily, then toddled across the desk, looking for more.

“No, you shall get fat,” I scolded him, pushing the box out of reach. He cocked his head at me, then lowered his beak and began to peck at Plum’s sketchbook.

“Don’t do that, Grim.” But ravens are somewhat less obedient than dogs, and he did not listen. He worried at the cover until he managed to open it.

“That is quite enough,” I told him, pulling the book onto my lap. He gave me an irritable quork and withdrew to his cage, turning his back to me.

“You needn’t sulk,” I began, but then my eyes fell to the open book. Something about the image Plum had sketched there caught my attention. I ruffled through the rest of the book. There were a few sketches of me, one of Charlotte, an assortment of Italian signorinas, and one form in particular, rendered in a variety of poses. He had caught her unawares, it seems, for most of the sketches were of her profile, sometimes laughing, once in tears. But for one sketch, she must have sat for him. She looked out from the page, her expression at once both apologetic and triumphant.

I snapped the book closed, sorry I had seen it. But now that I had, those few lines of charcoal had changed everything.

I went directly to Plum’s room. He called irritably for me to enter when I knocked. He was sitting in the window embrasure, looking out at the melting snows, scratching at the glass with a fingernail. He glanced up when I entered, then turned back to the window.

“If you’ve come to call me a fool, be content. I’ve done it a hundred times. I understand she stole your pearls?”

I crossed the room and levered myself up into the embrasure to sit next to him. It was cool there, and I wrapped my skirts about my legs as I gathered them under me.

“Apparently, she did. But she will not say where she has them hid, and the Abbey is simply too massive to search. She cannot leave with them, and I am sure they will turn up one day.”

He rested his head on the stone wall behind him, one hand draped over his knee, the fingertips smudged softly black with charcoal. “I ought to have known better. I ought to have behaved better. It was bad form to dally with Brisbane’s fiancée, even if the engagement was a sham.”

I shrugged. “We are all of us stupid at times. Perfection is dull, my love.” I brandished the sketchbook. “You dropped this outside the drawing room. I thought you might go looking for it.”

I laid it on the bit of window seat between us. He made no move to touch it but simply looked at me, his eyes half-lidded in pain.