Lexi's Lessons (Book Two) (Letting Go Series) (8 page)

Lexi slowly nodded.  The pain started to lift from her chest.  She wanted to smile big and throw herself at him, although the thought of having sex in the motel room made her stomach turn.  But, she needed to know where they stood.   What he felt for her, if anything.

“Thank you for explaining that to me, Seth.”  Lexi kept her voice calm as she turned to face him.  “I apologize for jumping to conclusions.  When I saw them, I let my imagination get the best of me.  I’m sorry.”  Lexi turned away from him then, holding back the tears that threatened to appear.

Lexi heard him rise from the chair and walk up behind her.  She stifled the sobs that rose up in her chest.  She so badly wanted to feel his arms around her, to be wrapped in his spicy scent and feel his hot, soft lips press against her skin. 

And just like that, as if he read her mind, she was in his arms.  She couldn’t hold back anymore.  She broke down allowing the tears to fall and the sobs to rip through her.

“Sh my sweet.  It’s ok.  I promise.  We’ll work through this.  Just tell me I haven’t lost you, Lexi.  Please.” Seth’s voice broke on the last word. She felt his body tremble against hers.  He was holding it back too.  He cared for her. She knew it now, without him having to say so.

“Seth, God I want you to be right.  But, I just can’t take another heart break.”  Lexi’s sobs quieted now, even though the tears continued to fall.  He kissed the top of her head and rested his chin there.

“You once told me you trusted me.  I know this probably broke that trust.  I realize we’ve had a whirlwind romance.  But, Lexi…” Seth turned her in his arms and urged her to look up at him.  “…You mean everything to me.  I’ve never felt this way before.  I’ve never been in love before.”  His voice was barely above a whisper, but Lexi caught every single word.  Her eyes widened at his declaration.  He laid his heart out there for her to take. 
He loves me
.

She tried, but couldn’t contain the huge smile that crept on to her face.  Seth’s somber face beamed as she smiled. 
God he is gorgeous
.  She wanted to say the words back to him but they stuck in her throat.  Her emotions choked her.  All she could think to do was kiss him, pouring out her love in the gesture, and hope he’d understand.  That’s exactly what she did.

****

It took awhile to convince Seth, but finally, Lexi was able to assure him that they would have all night to indulge in make-up sex…at her house.  She packed up her stuff and was grateful to leave the disgusting motel room behind.  Seth had a friend drop him off there, with the hopes they’d make up and she’d bring him back home.

Seth offered to do the driving, so Lexi sat back and relaxed.  She kept glancing over at him, amazed that he loved her.  She couldn’t believe how happy she felt and how quickly all of her doubts and insecurities drifted away when she was with him. There was only one thing bothering her. 

“Seth, I have to ask you something.”

“Yes
, my love?”

“How did you find me?”

“Oh.”  He glanced at her for a second and then returned his eyes to the road.  “Well, I kind of talked with Mr. Pearson.  After a few choice words from him, I explained the misunderstanding and asked for his help.  I told him how I feel about you and how I would find you one way or the other, but that his help would be appreciated, he gave me your location.”

“You slick bastard.”  Lexi couldn’t help but laugh.  She made a mental note to give Mr. Pearson a few choice words of her own next time she spoke with him.

****

“Home sweet home.”  Lexi sighed as they pulled in to her driveway.  She giggled as she made her way to the front door.  Dozens of flowers, from roses to tulips adorned her small porch.

“I really missed you.”  Seth shrugged.

Lexi unlocked the door and tugged her big hunk of love inside.  “I really missed you too.”  Again, she giggled.  She couldn’t help feeling so happy.  “I thought of you every day, multiple times a day.”  Lexi wiggled her eyebrows at him.

Seth picked her up and swung her around.  “I saved my, um, thoughts, for when I would see you again.  I wanted you to know how much I really, really, really missed you.”  With each word, Seth nibbled along her neck and down her shoulder.

“I can’t wait to undress you, toss you on that big bed of yours, and ravish you until you are begging to come”

“Ooh that sounds really good.”  Lexi giggled.

“Can I try something new tonight, my love?”

“Like?”

“Well, the schedule we were on, you were due for a lesson in the pleasures of spanking.  And, I can’t wait to see the sexy ass all lit up with my hand prints.  What do you say?”

“Am I being punished for running away like a naughty girl?”

Even as the words slipped out of her mouth, she knew that her punishment would not only be painful, but erotically pleasurable. As long as Seth was the one in control, she knew she would be safe and loved.

****

Clothes littered the hall to Lexi’s bedroom.  At first, the couple engaged in some good old-fashioned make up sex.  Hot and heavy the first time then slow and loving for the second round.  After a short break, lessons were back on.

“Now, Lexi.  I will blindfold you as before.  I want you at the end of the bed.  Hands on the mattress, feet on the floor, ass in the air.  Before we start, I want to cover a few things.  Say ‘pizza’ if it is too much for you.  I will start off slow.  The hits will sting and burn, but I will always soothe away the pain.  For our first time together, I will experiment with your tolerance.  Tell me if it’s too much and of course, safeword if you want me to stop all together.  I love you and I will never do anything to hurt you unless we both enjoy it and it brings you pleasure.  Do you understand?”

“Yes.”

“Just like everything we have done so far, you always have control.  It may seem that I have all the control, but with one word, everything stops.  Do you understand?”

“Yes, I do Seth.”

“Remember you cannot come until I give you permission.”

“Ok.”

Seth placed the blindfold over Lexi’s eyes and then helped her position herself at the end of the bed.  Her hands were flat on the bed and her feet were spread wide.  Seth gently ran his hand over Lexi’s back, down her side, tracing her tattoo until it ended at her ass.

SLAP!

Lexi let out a gasp.  The sharp pain stung and yet a jolt of heat hit her pussy.  Seth then ran his hand over the place he slapped and soothed away the pain.  Tracing circles on her back, watching her skin shiver at his touch, Seth slapped the other cheek.

Again, Lexi gasped but this time a moan followed.  The heat surged to her pussy again.  She felt her juices trickle down her thighs.  Seth’s fingers followed the moist trail from her calf up to its source.

SLAP
! SLAP! 

Seth slapped in different spots, then soothed with his hands.  Every time the sound and feeling assaulted her senses, Lexi gasped and moaned.  She extended her ass outwards, seeking more from Seth.

“I wish you could see your ass Lexi.  All red from my hands, burning and throbbing.  How does it feel my sweet?”

“It’s seriously turning me on.”  Lexi’s voice was raspy.

SLAP!  SLAP!  SLAP!   SLAP!

Seth alternated cheeks and spots as he marked her ass with his hands.  Then he soothed every red mark with gentle touches.  He sat down on the floor between her legs and licked at her clit and throbbing pussy until she swayed.  All the while, his hands pinched and soothed the tingling skin of her ass.  When she neared orgasm, she held back but begged and pleaded for release.  He came out from underneath her and once again slapped her cheeks in alternate turns.  Again, he soothed her while reaching around and strumming her clit.

“Ok, my love?”

“Oh God yes, Seth.”

“Do you want me to fuck you now?”

“Yes.  Oh Yes.   Please, Seth.”

Lexi’s body trembled, overwhelmed at all of the stimulation.  Seth soothed her burning skin, stroked her clit and whispered words of worship as he did so.  She heard the unmistakable sound of a zipper and the crinkle of plastic.  Seth leaned against her ass, his hot skin trapping the heat to her body.  He nudged the head of his cock to her pussy and in one thrust, buried himself deep inside of her.  They both moaned out loud.

“Please, Seth.  I need you.  I need to come.  Please.”   Lexi begged over and over again.  Seth reached over and removed the blindfold.  He turned her body slightly, so she could see them in the full-length mirror by her bed.  Lexi’s knees buckled as she stared at the image of them together. Seth, tall, muscular, and tan balls-deep in between her bright red ass cheeks.  Lexi began to pant, her orgasm just a moment away.

“Breathe, my love.  Relax. We will do this together.”

“Oh yes
, Seth.”  Lexi tried to look away from the mirror, the image so erotic she could watch, but Seth turned her face back.

“Watch me fuck you, Lexi.  See how much I care for you.  Watch as I worship you and love you with all that I am.”

A tremor ripped through Lexi’s body.  She could barely hold back her orgasm as he spoke to her.  She watched in the mirror as Seth pulled almost completely out of her, then thrust himself in again.  His hot skin against her stinging ass cheeks brought even more tingling and sensation to her pussy.  She wanted to close her eyes, but the sight of him thrusting in and out of her was too beautiful to miss.  She rocked herself back, pushing him deeper and deeper with each thrust.  She thought he would break her, but she couldn’t stop it even if she wanted to. 

“Seth.  Please.”  Lexi couldn’t hold on any longer.  She was about to explode.  Her ass was tingling, her pussy throbbing, her nipples aching. 

“Together, Lexi, NOW!” 

Lexi let go and together they came hard.  Her pussy milked him as his cock thrust inside. Over and over they crashed together, riding out the waves of their mutual climax.  Sweat dripped off of Seth on to Lexi’s back.  Juices flowed down her legs on to the floor.  It was the messiest most intense session either had experienced.  Every part of them joined in that moment.   Mind, body, and soul.

Collapsing on the bed, they held one another tight.  When they finally could breathe again, each took a turn cleaning up in the bathroom and then they joined each other in bed, pulling up the covers.

“Seth?”

“Yes my sweet?”  His voice sleepy.

“I love you so very much.”

Seth propped himself up on his elbow and gazed down in to Lexi’s eyes.  His fingers traced the contours of her face, slipping her back behind her ear. 

“Will you marry me?”

Lexi’s mouth dropped.  Never in a million years did she think she would EVER consider dropping her single woman status.  She scanned Seth’s face, and then looked deep in his eyes.  They reflected complete love and devotion.  Never did she imagine that she would find one person that made her feel so wonderful.  Seth not only brought her body to sexual heights she’d never known, but they connected mind and soul as well.  She couldn’t imagine her life without him and she never wanted to try.

Seth warily watched Lexi, his eyes scanning her face.

“I know we’ve only just met and I don’t want to rush in to anything, but I can’t help the way I feel about you.  I can’t deny the way you make me feel.  We can wait to get married for awhile, but I want you as mine, for always.” 

“Yes.” Lexi whispered, her smile wide, her eyes glistening.

Seth hooted like a college frat boy and grabbed her up tight in his arms. 

“Ah, my sweet.  You’ve made me so happy.  There is so much I want us to do together.  So many things I want to teach you and share with you.”