Dead Midnight (19 page)

“I guess the VC are steering away from the dot-com firms, though.”

“Definitely. They’re waiting to see what the market trends will be before they choose which companies to finance. I read in the
Wall Street Journal
that overall there’s thirty to forty billion dollars in unexercised capital commitments out there.”

I considered that, sipping coffee. “All right, you have a capital call when the initial investment is made. Then there’s what I’ve heard called mezzanine financing.”

“Right. It happens at various stages before they go to IPO.”

“And the fund manager is the one who decides when they’ll be made. What factors enter into that?”

“How the company’s growing is one. If it’s going too fast for the timetable they’ve set up, they may opt to slow growth. Or if it’s in trouble, a big infusion of cash at the right point can help. Companies are like individuals in a lot of ways; you’ve got to treat each one differently in order to maximize performance.”

Like my employees, I thought. “So if a company’s in trouble an infusion of cash is considered the proper solution.”

“Another round of financing would be in the VC’s best interests, yes. But there’s also the scenario of cutting their losses and running. The firm might have valuable assets that could be sold at a profit. Or they might come up with a buyer who would be willing to take it off their hands. I’ve even heard of cases where the VC wanted to cover up some irregularity, so they just let the companies fail. Almost anything could be a reason for not coming up with the needed capital.”

Almost anything—including a sudden disappearance.

My phone rang as I was crossing Mission on Tenth Street, heading toward the pier. I picked it up from the passenger’s seat and answered.

“Sharon?” Julia Rafael, calling during her surveillance on Harry Nagasawa. “The subject left his home at nine-thirty-two. I followed him across town to a bar on Sixteenth Street near Folsom, where he had a couple of pops and made a drug buy. Apparently he used some of the merchandise in the car before he left his parking space. Now we’re heading northeast on Market and, man, is he driving crazy.”

“Stay on him and keep me posted.” I made a left turn and doubled back on Ninth.

“He drove along Franklin and turned left on Lombard. Could be headed for the bridge.”

Or he’d spotted her and would turn toward home.

“I’m right behind you. Stay on the line.”

“We’re in Seacliff now. EI Camino del Mar. He’s turning … You know that short block that dead-ends before you get to the recreation area? He’s pulling over by McKittridge Park.”

I knew that block all too well.

“Maintain surveillance, but don’t approach him. I’ll be there in a few minutes.”

In the 1950s, when the three-acre bluff-top land near the Golden Gate National Recreation Area was occupied by a conservative think tank, an infamous murder had been committed in a dovecote on the property. A few years ago my own investigation on behalf of the woman who was convicted of the crime revealed the true identity of the killer. The think tank, which by then had moved to other quarters, donated the land to the city, with the stipulation that it be named Cordelia McKittridge Park, in memory of the young debutante who had been brutally murdered. What was then an overgrown tract occupied by a decaying mansion is now beautifully landscaped, with benches and a gazebo; a series of three large decks connected by staircases lead down to the bluff’s edge, commanding views from the Golden Gate to the open sea. Old San Franciscans know where to look for the foundations of the razed mansion and dovecote, but many visitors to the park have no idea of its bloody history or who Cordelia McKittridge was.

The evil of years past still lingers in the park, however: a rape and a stabbing have occurred there since its establishment, and two people—both suicides—have plunged to their deaths from the bluff top. It’s as if the place is infected by an ineradicable virus that can be contracted by susceptible visitors.

I pulled my car up behind Julia’s shabby orange van, noted Harry’s Porsche three spaces ahead of it. Julia wasn’t in her vehicle, but as I entered the park I spotted her sitting on a bench on the first deck. She saw me and pointed down at the far platform; Harry leaned on the railing at the bluff’s edge, staring at the roiling surf and jagged rocks below.

Unease gripped me as I hurried past Julia to the steps. A woman with two large dogs was ascending, blocking my way. I squeezed around them, heard a growl and the words “Watch it, asshole.”

An artist had set up his easel on the middle deck and was daubing his canvas with colors that reflected the brilliance of the morning, but nighttime memories of this place flashed through my mind: thick mist hanging in the trees, the groan of foghorns, the glitter of light on a handgun …

Harry had straightened, his palms braced flat against the railing. His stance bothered me—resolute, intense. Just as I started across the deck, he climbed over the rail onto the sloping ground behind.

“Oh my God!” I ran toward him.

He turned, threw me a glance that showed no recognition. Then he looked around as if surprised to find himself there. His foot slipped, and he fell heavily; the ground at the cliff’s edge began to crumble.

I vaulted the railing and grasped him by the shoulders, frantically digging my heels into the ground. He lay limp, unresisting as he slid, pulling me behind him. The crash of the surf on the rocks below was deafening. I could smell brine and Harry’s alcohol-laced sweat. I dug my heels in harder, straining my calf and thigh muscles, and finally managed to arrest our slide. Harry’s head flopped back against my chest; his eyes were dull, blank—empty even of fear.

My heart was pounding erratically and I drew short, ragged breaths. Behind me I heard shouting and running, and then hands were reaching for us—Julia’s and a male stranger’s. I kept a firm grip on Harry, allowed them to pull both of us to safety.

Another suicide.

But this time it didn’t happen.

This time I prevented it….

“… and on the local news this evening, we’ll have more about that San Francisco private investigator who keeps turning up when tragic things happen—or almost happen— to people—”

“Dammit!” I shut the TV off. After a brief hiatus when I’d thought press interest in me had died down, I was once again a hot news item. Thank God Julia and I had retreated to RKI’s well-guarded fortress as soon as the police finished with us at McKittridge Park.

I glanced at her. She’d been uncharacteristically silent as I surfed the channels for one of the stations’ noon-hour trailers for its newscasts, and from her rounded shoulders and drooping head I could see she was depressed. She felt the pull of my gaze and looked up.

“He totally weirded out, didn’t he?” she said.

“Yeah, he did.” When the paramedics had loaded Harry onto an ambulance, he’d appeared catatonic. “Maybe now his parents will get him the help he needs.”

“Does shit like this happen to you a lot? Almost getting killed saving some asshole?”

Or defending myself from same. “It’s happened. But most of the time the upsetting events in my business aren’t anything worse than a client stiffing me on a fee.”

Julia didn’t look convinced. “I guess today wasn’t really so bad, was it? I mean, it turned out all right.”

“Right.”

“But sometimes it doesn’t. You’ve seen people killed, haven’t you?”

“Yes.”

“When was the first time?”

“A while after I started at All Souls Legal Cooperative. One of Hank Zahn’s clients was murdered.”

“How long had you been an investigator when that happened?”

“I was around thirty, and I’d been in security off and on since I graduated high school.”

“But how long had you actually been an investigator?”

“Three years. Why?”

“I’m trying to figure out the odds.”

“Of what?”

“How many times shit like that will happen to me if I stay in this line of work.”

Was she thinking of quitting? I couldn’t believe that. Julia was a tough woman and, while she’d witnessed Harry’s attempted suicide, she hadn’t been the one he almost took with him. The images I’d be carrying for the rest of my life were not hers. Still, I had to reassure her, help her deal with the situation.

Carefully I said, “You may never see something like that again. Not all investigators work in the field. If you build your computer skills and opt for a desk job—”

“No way. Not me.”

“Well, it’s one possibility.”

“Not for
this
woman. I get half crazy when I spend more than a couple of hours sitting in that office. I’m always having to get out, take a walk. Craig’s the same way. That’s why he’s always lying around on the floor exercising. We’re action people, like you.”

“Then you’d better find a way to deal with the unpleasant things that’ll come along. I can recommend one method: compartmentalize.”

“Say what?”

“You picture a compartment in your mind. One that locks. Then you put the memory in there and close it.”

She frowned. “You must have one hell of a huge compartment.”

“The size of a bank vault, now. But you can start small. Maybe you’ll be one of the lucky people.”

“You’ve seen my résumé. Luck doesn’t figure.”

“That’s already changing. For starters, I’d suggest a compartment the size of a safe-deposit box.”

Julia smiled. Of course, she hadn’t yet thought of the obvious: any self-created mental compartment comes with an easily pickable lock.

“Ms. McCone, this is Eddie Nagasawa. Glenn Solomon gave me your number.” His voice was rough with emotion. “I want to thank you for saving my brother’s life.”

“You’re welcome, Eddie. I’m glad I could get to him on time.”

“D’you suppose … Could we get together, talk in person?”

I’d wanted to ask him some questions anyway. “Name the time and place.”

A pause. “I’m on my way up from Palo Alto to be with my folks, but I’d rather not do this at the house. D’you know where Roger’s flat is?”

“Yes. As a matter of fact, I have a set of keys to it.”

“So do I. I’ll meet you there in an hour.”

When I arrived Eddie was drinking wine—an inexpensive red that he’d brought with him. He offered me some, and I didn’t refuse. We sat across from each other at the glass table in the dining area and, at his request, I described the circumstances of his brother’s attempted suicide.

“Are you sure he intended to jump?” he asked.

“Well, he didn’t leave a note in his car, if that’s what you mean. He’d been drinking, and my operative thought he’d also done some drugs. He may have been thinking of suicide, climbed over the railing to test his limits, and fell because he became disoriented.”

“But there’s no way to know for sure.”

“No.”

“God, I wish I could believe he would’ve climbed back over. I keep thinking … I’ve got this life, you know, and up until Rog died it was a good one. Four-point GPA, great friends, great girlfriend, all that stuff. But now it’s screwed because it looks like there’s this suicide gene in my family. How do I know I won’t go nuts and try to kill myself too?”

I hesitated, unwilling to talk about my own affairs, then decided Eddie could benefit from my experience. “My brother committed suicide. Recently. But I’ve got another brother and two sisters; they’ve all lived through some pretty horrible things, but none of them has ever considered that was a way out. So, you see, it doesn’t have to be an inherited tendency. And you seem a lot more together than Harry or Roger.”

“I hope so. I’ve gotta be there for my folks. Harry too.”

“They’re having him committed?”

“To a private hospital run by a friend of my dad’s.”

“Well, maybe his story will have a better outcome than Roger’s.”

He shrugged.

“There are a few questions I’d like to ask you,” I added.

“Sure. Go ahead.”

“You and Roger were closer than you indicated to me?”

“Yeah. When I was a kid and getting kicked around by Harry, he stood up for me. He was always there to listen when I had a problem. Even after he left home I could call him any time. I only said all that shit about him because I was pissed off at him for killing himself.”

“And because Roger told you to distance yourself if anybody came around asking about him. For your own safety.”

“How’d you know that?”

“His last message to you.”

His gaze moved toward the bedroom where Roger’s workstation was. “Jody show it to you?”

I nodded, rather than waste time going into how I’d accessed it. “He also wanted you to look out for Jody in case someone tried to intimidate or hurt her. Show her something you’d taught him. Did you?”

“Yeah.”

“And that was how to access the files he’d deleted on his computer?”

“Right. Look, I don’t know if I should be talking about this with you. I mean, Jody was really scared, and then she left town. And I can’t believe she killed that reporter. Something happened up there, but it isn’t what the press and the cops claim.”

“That’s what Jody says.”

“You’ve seen her since?”

“She called me.”

“What did she tell you?”

I recapped my conversation with Houston.

Eddie asked, “Do you believe her?”

“There’s a ring of truth to what she says. I wish she’d turn herself in, let the authorities sort it out.”

“Me too. Even if they put her in jail, at least she’d be safe.”

“Safe from whom?”

“She wouldn’t tell me. It’s so complicated. I need to explain from the beginning. But no tape recorder, okay?”

“Okay.”

“Last December Rog called me, said he’d read an article about how you could retrieve deleted files from computers’ hard drives, and asked if I knew how to do it. I did, and I showed him.”

“And he retrieved files and e-mails from the computers at
InSite.
”

“Hundreds of them. Why, I don’t know. Next he asked me about getting hold of the medical records of a couple of the ’zine’s employees who he suspected were victims of poisoning by somebody at the office. I didn’t want to get involved in anything like that, but both people had been patients at U.C. Med Center, so I suggested he ask Harry. Harry didn’t want to do it either, so Rog blackmailed him—threatened to tell our folks about his drug habit.”