Beat of the Heart (30 page)

AJ’s eyes widened before he jerked his hand back and forth. “Mia, what the fuck are you doing?”

When I didn’t respond, he cried, “You can’t leave me like this!”

“Oh, I’m sure you won’t have to wait long. If it’s not Kylie, then some other scheduled piece of ass

will show up soon, and you’ll be out in a jiffy.”

“Please don’t do this. I’m telling you the truth.”

Grabbing my makeup bag, I swept all my stuff off the counter and into the bag. Ignoring his constant

pleading to uncuff him, my eyes swept around the bathroom to make sure I wasn’t leaving anything.

When I started out the door, his words froze me. “Mia, I…I love you. Please don’t do this.”

Tears blurred my eyes, causing my vision to cloud. Glancing over my shoulder at him, I gave him a

sad smile. “Yeah, well, sometimes love just isn’t enough.”

And with that, I slammed the bathroom door.

I jumped with the harsh slamming of the bathroom door. Closing my eyes, I banged my head back

against the tile. How the fuck had everything gone so wrong? As pissed as I was with Mia for leaving

me in the situation I was in, my chest constricted at the thought that she had left me, especially over

some stupid misunderstanding. With her being so erratic and quick to react, I didn’t know how in the

hell I could make this right. Part of me wondered if I should even bother trying. I didn’t know if I

could deal with having a trigger, or handcuff, happy girlfriend. But my mind kept going back to

yesterday and last night and how things had changed between us. Mia had made me feel more than any

woman had in the past. Could I really just walk away from that?

I grudgingly eyed my cell-phone perched on the edge of the sink before I jerked my wrist as hard as

I could against the shower head. “FUCK!” I shouted, as slicing pain ricocheted through my hand.

Pinching my eyes shut, I huffed several breaths in and out. There was no way in hell I was getting out

of these handcuffs without help.

Out of my three band-mates, there was really only one I could call. With my free hand, I strained as

I leaned over to try to grab it off the edge of the sink. Fumbling around, I finally grasped it. Dialing

with my thumb, I brought it to my ear. Thankfully, Brayden answered on the second ring.

“Um, hey, it’s me.”

Brayden chuckled. “No shit, Sherlock. I kinda realized that with the caller ID.”

“Oh yeah.”

“Dude, where the hell are you and Mia? Abby’s made her famous chili, and we’re about to sit

down for lunch in ten minutes.” His voice had risen to be heard over the chattering crowd.

“Yeah, I don’t think I can make lunch quite yet.”

“What do you mean? Wait a sec.” Rustling sounded in the background before a shriek came in my

ear. “Oh no, missy. No more cookies until after lunch.”

“Brayden,” I pleaded.

“Sorry man, but Lily will have my ass if she realizes I let Melody eat half a bag of animal crackers

on my watch. One sec. Allison, would you take her for a minute? Thanks.” I heard the creak of the

back-porch door. “Okay, I’m all yours.”

“Listen, I need a favor, but I need you to keep this quiet.”

“What’s up?”

Closing my eyes, I gripped the phone tight against my ear. “I really don’t want to go into this over

the phone, so can you please come down here?”

“You sound really weird.”

“Yeah, you would too if you were handcuffed to the fucking shower!” I snapped before I could stop

myself.

A long silence came on the other end. “I’m sorry, but did you just say you were handcuffed to the

shower?”

“Yeah,” I growled.

“So what the hell do you need me for? Get the key from Mia and—”

“She’s gone.”

“What?”

I heaved a frustrated sigh. “Bray, I’m standing here buck-ass naked, shivering, and hanging by one

arm from a shower head. Do you think I could explain all this shit later?”

“Okay, okay. I’ll see you in a few,” he replied, before hanging up.

I eased the phone back on the ledge of the sink. Then I eased back and waited. The moment the

front door opened I knew I was in trouble. Brayden had pulled an uncharacteristically douche move

—he wasn’t alone.

As I heard the guys shuffling up the ladder to the loft, I closed my eyes and let loose with a string of

f-bomb-laced expletives. When Brayden appeared in the doorway with Jake and Rhys, I shook my

head. “I thought you promised not to say anything.”

“Yeah, well, while I was on the phone with you, Mia came to the house looking for a car to

borrow, but she was so upset, Abby wouldn’t let her drive.”

Jake shot me a death glare. “Thanks to your douche move, I didn’t get lunch, and I’m going to have

a pissed fiancée when she gets back.”

I narrowed my eyes at him. “Oh, I’m so fucking sorry. Could we focus on the fact that I’m the one

handcuffed to a shower right now?”

Rhys snapped a picture on his phone. When he glanced at it, he grimaced. “Dude, you didn’t

smile.”

“When I get loose, I’m going to kick your fucking ass!” I growled.

Jake snickered. “I’d be a little nicer to him, man. If he were to leak that pic of you, it could be

really bad for your rep. I mean, the cold water has totally obliterated your dick.”

I lunged for him and Rhys with my free arm. They both clambered backwards out of my reach. “All

right, knock it off, assholes,” Brayden shouted over our scuffling.

“I’ll go get the key,” Jake said. While he went into the bedroom, I let my head bang back against the

tile.

Brayden cleared his throat. “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.”

Raising my head, I peered at him. “Thanks.”

He held out a fuzzy towel, and I took it from him to start drying my face and what parts of my body

I could reach with one arm.

“Man, what happened? You and Mia seemed so happy,” Rhys said.

“Kylie showed up, used the hide-a-key, and ran into Mia downstairs.”

Rhys winced as Brayden let out a low whistle. Jake, who had returned with the key, shook his

head. “Damn, dude, that fucking blows.”

“No shit,” I replied as I toweled my hair a little more furiously. As Jake worked at getting me free,

I turned to Brayden. “Did you know Kylie was coming?”

“She called Lily last night, and I guess Lily mentioned we were here.” At my scowl, he held up his

hands. “We sure as hell didn’t invite her. Besides, I thought whatever was between you two was in

the past.”

The handcuffs snapped open, and I was no longer a shower prisoner. As I rubbed my aching wrist,

I replied, “It was—it is. But for some reason, Kylie still seems to think I’m interested in a booty

call.”

Brayden grimaced. “She’s a wonderful baby-sitter and loves the hell out of my kids. But honestly,

she makes the worst choices in life.”

“Thanks a fucking lot, man,” I grumbled.

“Nothing good ever comes from being a guy’s booty call or fuck buddy, AJ,” Jake argued. “I mean,

hell, look at what happened to Abby because of Bree.”

Rolling his eyes, Bray replied, “Yeah, well, Kylie is far from that level of psychotic.”

Rhys exhaled noisily before pinning me with a hard stare. “True, but I told you back in Oklahoma

City not to start that shit up again. Looks like you were all invested the first time, and now it’s her this

time.”

Tilting my head, I gave him a ‘what the fuck’ look. “Seriously? So Kylie showing up is all my

fault?”

“Well obviously you didn’t shoot her down hard enough last night if she thought it was okay to

come waltzing in here.”

“What exactly did you say to her last night?” Brayden questioned.

I grimaced. “I just told her I had to go, and that I’d talk to her later.”

“Dumbass,” Rhys muttered.

I threw up my hands. “I didn’t have a whole lot of time to stop and have a meaningful fucking

conversation when I could see Mia freaking out and bailing.”

“Regardless of how it happened, you really screwed up, dude. You should go after Mia,” Brayden

said.

I snapped the towel away from my face. “Are you shitting me? She handcuffed me to the shower!”

“You love her,” Bray countered.

“I do not,” I lied.

When I glanced over at Jake to see if he was buying my line, he gave me a sad smile. “Don’t look

to me for advice. I fucked up way too many times to count. Abby’s a freakin’ saint to love me, least of

all forgive me.”

While I was crumbling on the inside, I tried with everything I had to keep up my tough guy exterior.

“Jesus guys, I still have my pride, and it’s screaming at me not to chase after a woman who won’t be

reasoned with.”

Jake crossed his arms over his chest. “This from the same guy who told me I had to do something

epic to win Abby back.”

“That was different,” I mumbled.

“Because it was me? Because it wasn’t your heart on the line?”

“I don’t know.” Pinching my eyes shut, I rubbed my forehead. “The bottom line is Mia isn’t Abby

—she has some real dark shit in her past.”

“So what, you don’t feel you’re man enough to deal with all that?” Jake countered.

I snapped my eyes open to glare at him. “No, asshole. That’s not it at all.”

“Abby still has to deal with my shit—the women and my grief—, but she does it because she loves

me.” He smacked me hard on the back. “Maybe you should try to deal with Mia’s shit because you

love her.”

When I glanced at Rhys and Brayden, they both nodded their heads. “Come on so we can eat some

chili before it gets cold,” Brayden suggested. With a wink, he added, “You’re going to need your

strength when it comes to getting Mia back.”

“Fine. Lead the way,” I replied. As I followed them to the ladder, I thought it was going to take a

lot more than a little food fortification to give my body what it needed to prepare to battle Mia.

Although after what she did, part of me was saying good riddance to her. But somehow I knew she

was worth fighting for—that she was different than any other woman I’d ever been with. More than

anything, I wanted to prove to her, that in spite of her past, some men would fight for what they

wanted, and I was just that kind of man.